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let me explain!

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 00:09:36 GMT

i'm sorry for all you who think i have certain problems, the last weblog was cris's randomness, no i was not drunk, and no i am not schitzophrenic how ever you spell that, you see, cris had control of the keyboard, and that is never a good thing, i am alive and well. and umm let's see since i will be leaving shortly we have 3 meetings this week, and be sure to go hunting before hand, oh and bring your capes. good day!

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Sat, 04 Nov 2006 04:05:03 GMT

here is a shoutout to all those lesbians out there..I AM IN LOVE WITH A STRIPPER! Actually...her name is Tonya. PORRRRRRRRRRR TIIIIIIIIIiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii well I am writing this when I am drunk. I thought it would be fun to get my thoughts out..you know...because this might not happen again for another week. SOOOOOo how are you? and you? and you? say hi everybody! HI MICAH!SHUT Up! You'll talk to me..you'll see. STOP. NERRRRRR! Check if my brother is on! STOP. You're such a retard. (Laughs) That was a good one. DEJAME! Ummmmm. You know my mind so well. Oh my god! That is nasty! (Snorts)Dale no seas timida rompe abusadora. That sounds so mean. STOP! MMmmmmm.. He is set to idle.

Reymon? You're going to think I have mental problems. I never said you are. I am telling you. It's cuz.... I didn't even say anything. I was going to say anything...but then I didn't. Stop. We have to look over it again. NO. No. that doesn't make sense. AY dios mio. (howls) I was singing. who is that? What? I am trying that. No! I never said that. You are putting fallacies! Stop.They are going to think..you know..it's going to go beep beep beep...(laughs) I never said that. What is thinl? Fix that.WOAR. Poor cat. (laughs) Oh ok. But it has a title thing too.

She is so gullible. We have to go make the fries. (Rubs cheeks) No, it itches. We are going to get in trouble. Stop. Te voy a turquiar.(laughs) Do Riding Dirty. Oh , I thought you were going to put that.

erasing memories

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 03:50:20 GMT

Just press play

rewind

play

rewind

erase

i´d like that too

the cow moos indeed

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 03:21:49 GMT

mehehehe well fellow mortals, my i have been busy,sorry about that (i know my fans get roudy at times so this is for all you) last night i went to IHOP at like 2 in morning then i feasted upon innocent wondering humans! the chupacabras seem to producing like mad this summer! we will have to see where that goes with the vampires and ghouls the warlocks are preparing battle on the banshees that should be interesting

yes the night life never gets old my friends well here is a piece of advice: when looking into a pot make sure the steam doesn't get in your eyes cause it's hot and makes you cry what else lets see...oh flying is becoming quite a chore i've been feasting too much and my stomach seems to be weighing me down a bit more them usual but shhh don't tell the others hmmm ah yes the weather is delightful nice and cool it is sometime alittle too chilly but no fear for all is well

alright well the night is young and i am off! ciao

the mind's backbone:

Sun, 28 May 2006 19:20:16 GMT

ears to listen

eyes to cry

mouth to taste the bittersweet

and these hands to lose and let slip

spell the moral behind sore words

we are given wings when

we must fly

never forget this time

when we flew with each

other

give sight to every

other

but there is always time to come back

come again

please come back to forsake me

again

because i own these ears

i see with these eyes

i have tasted with this mouth

by me i let this go

to fly

away

away mortal

sin

M iN d o F mI nE

Tue, 09 May 2006 01:14:03 GMT

3,500 miles away what would you change if you could? the train in my head left today, it went back home, to the place it belonged, not this right way of the mind to behave so. this train left quietly, left slowly. a rain coat would be nice to hide away from things untold. chasing after things that lead to circles of an unnatural euphoria that cannot be decifered. train why did you leave, leave me alone to talk to myself. is this i? i let it slip away without my knowing. it is like children. they never stop crying, not taking a second's moment to stop their screaming. when is it there time? this time i don't think they have a time...time is not limited to them. train, train left to never come back. it's really too bad i was never able to wave goodbye. good bye

aGaIn

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 06:23:35 GMT

alright alright....i wrote something spectacular and then something happened where i got erased...gay? i would say so..vampire meeting tonight at 1....and no those of you aren´t vampires aren´t welcome... for the last time infantile mortals...it is a vampire club for a reason...and NO being cool doesn´t make you vampire....ssssssss(micah hissing) and another thing..stop telling other useless mortals about it...membership only applies to VAMPIRES....and if you are going to be spreading such word....cough i am the PRESIDENT of the club..which reminds me...the meeting tonight is a pre-rain ceremony/party event hosted in the mountains by the high tree next to the reeds...and remember your cloaks this time...later in the night the warlocks of shaftersville will be joining in providing entertainment..then off we go to hunt werewolves..it's an exciting night full of activity...so be ready! alrigth innumreous fans....i am off to the meeting....enjoy your last night alive...rrrr..your sleep..hehehe

MICAH HUYSER-president of the vampires from the world association club (VWAC) and faithful member to the creatures of the night association! till next hour! i'm off!

nOt ThIs RiGhT mInD....

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 04:58:38 GMT

heavy thoughts weight down a hard soul,

this song is fading,

beautiful life, what will you do?

memories are these dying dreams

imperfect grey eyes,

blind to color,

deaf to light,

don´t fall for this fool,

don´t fall so hard.

sAy WhAt?!?!

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 02:44:05 GMT

oh here is what a Vampires and Fellow Creatures of the Night Association meeting is like..for anyone interested..by the way! well is BASICALLY like i should say..muahaha

good morning my sick friends! the night is young!! muahaha. 9:11 to be exact! oh wait now it's 9:12 well i guess it'll (time) will always be moving..so i won't report the time anymore..Muahaha..oh yes my infantile perverts! you are imbeciles..i hope i spelled that out right..ahem..yes..you have much to learn! and i shall TEACH! muahaha.CRAP i keep on dropping my chips! rrr it's ruining my moment!! getting up to throw food away is NOT deep..O..K..well i need to change and get ready for my NIGHT!!! AHHHAHAHAHHHAHAH...mmm..sorry..it's just that it's so luring if you know what i mean!! i will leave a piece of advice for you now everytime i report to you in this public notebook..i will change the world..YES...micah smirking and talking to herself in a low evil voice while glancing endlessly to the left and then right and then left again..etc.ok mmm my description got out of hand there hehe...well so will the world! again in the low evil voice glancing left then right then left.etc..mmm..the..uhh..advice: never leave your donuts unattened where there are mortals! booga booga booga! I'M OFF!

*thank you for all donations being made to the Vampires and Fellow Creatures of the Night Association, please continue to give the proceeds to Micah, president of the association* ding ding ding ding..the uhh music following the message...

Friday, December 23, 2005

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 04:40:08 GMT

ok well since i haven´t written anything for a while and i´m bored i will do this ENJOY!!

Basics...
:x: name: micah
:x: height: 5'4", but could be wrong
:x: shoe size: 8 1/2
:x: hair color: well right now it´s like 5 colors dang it..black, dark brown auborn/mahogany, light auborn/mahogany, and god knows what else..but naturally it´s dark brown
:x: siblings: 3 dang brothers
:x: eyes: dark brown
:x: college: oh you know...the hott one
:x: jr.high: nca/ada christian
:x: elementary: nca/oakdale
:x: hometown:born in grand rapids, michigan (yyeaahhh!!) live in managua nicaragua..no it´s not a jungle in africa!!
:x: favorite place: my bathroom...just playin..my room and the local bars and clubs hahaha
:x: favorite soda: ROOT BEER all the way! and coke!!
:x: favorite food: don´t have one..i´m what some consider a foodaholic..so picking a favorite is much too challenging
:x: favorite book: BLOOD AND CHOCOLATE baby!! as i lay dying and the sun also rises
:x: favorite animal: i have 2, UNICORNS!! and PYGMY MARMOSETS!! AWWWWWWWW
:x: favorite show: the simpsons, that 70s show, scrubs
:x: gold or silver: silver
:x: favorite sport: soccer, hockey, volley ball is fun to play, surfing fo shizzle!! and snowboarding
:x: favorite alcohol: oh man!! can i even decide!?!?! ahh! for those of you who know me..well you know how hard this is for me to answer!! haha
:x: favorite fruit: o dang it!! umm strawberries..plums..lemons!!
:x: favorite song: i´m not sleeping!!!
:x: favorite milkshake: the perverted one!! haha
:x: favorite weather: rain or snow..sun is good too....any weather is good for me!!
:x: favorite state: michigan or california

you...
:x: like someone: more like interested..hehe
:x: wish you could live somewhere else: depends..it´s hard to say..but i think i´m going to say yes
:x: believe in online dating: that shit is nasty
:x: think others find you attractive: i hope so!!
:x: want more piercings: YES!! i´m dying for my eye brow which i´m getting at 16 and i have permission to get another one on my ear but hasn´t happned yet..hahah
:x: like cleaning: i don´t mind it at all..yes..it´s rather enjoyable
:x: like roller coasters: let me put it this way...if i could live on a roller coaster i would!!!
:x: write in cursive or print: print i can´t really write in cursive it looks like a first graders..haha
:x: last talked to: myself...i think my mom...now that´s just wrong..haha
:x: last thought of: david and chris
:x: last showered: this morning
:x: last did laundry: i´m sorry i have someone who does my laundry for me!! hahahahaha i´m so mean!
:x: last hugged a tree: hard to say..it must´ve been less then a month ago...

for or against...
:x: killing people: against..i use pepper spray instead in order to aviod that kind of thing..hahaha
:x: teenage smoking: do i really have to answer this!! haha..once again those who know me....you know exactly what´s on my mind!
:x: driving drunk: it´s exciting haha JUST PLAYIN it can get you and other´s killed.. so against...don´t drive drunk..drive buzzed haha
:x: gay/lesbian relationships: NEVER!!

have you...
:x: ever cried over the opposite sex: ya
:x: ever been in a fist fight: yup
:x: ever been arrested: nope..they haven´t caught me yet!! muahaha
:x: ever had a friend die: none that i can think of right now
:x: ever dated a cousin: no
:x: ever used a gun: YES!!!
:x: ever frenched kiss: yup
:x: ever finished a puzzle: ya it was made for toddlers..haha just playin..wait... that counts right?
:x: ever got beat up: not enough to make it count

:x: ever hated someone: never...but i´ve sure had strong feelings of dislike!!

:x: ever made a huge mistake: more then once!!
:x: ever tried any drugs: not yet..lol..no
:x: ever played w/ someone's feelings: haha ya! i´m so horrible
:x: ever had feelings for someone young: nasty!! that goes against everything i believe in!

what:
:x: shoes do you wear: hot ones..lol..jk umm i barely ever wear flipflops..i wear pointed toe ones quite often...always wear shoes that cover the toes
:x: are you scared of: umm hard to say..the supernatural..oh wait i know!! WALKING STICKS! AHHHH DIIIEE BASTARDS!! and i hate tarantulas and cockaroaches! they can die too!
:x: do you sleep in: varies..short shorts..a spaghetti stap undershirt type thing...athletic pants..¨work out/running¨ shirts..a sports/workout bra..pajama pants..oh and occasionally the underwear that is like short shorts type things..know what i mean? i don´t know what you call them things..haha what ever looks comfortable for the night in other words

:x: did you eat for lunch : soup
:x: is love: complicated

number...
:x: of times I have had my heart broken?: i don´t think that´s ever happened to me..oh..maybe once..but i don´t know if that really counts..maybe not really..lol
:x: of hearts I have broken: god knows...hopefully none
:x: of girls I have kissed?: 2....NOT FRENCH!!
:x: of boys I have kissed?: 7 that i can think of right now

:x: of people you've rejected: hahaha...enough to know i´m evil
:x: of drugs you taken: none
:x: of accidents you been in: zero
:x: of people you lead on?: i have no idea..i´m not sure if i even lead people on...nicki? cris? what do you say? hahaha
:x: of people you broke up with?: 2

do you think you are...
:x: pretty: no not really..sometimes
:x: funny: no..i think i´m annoying..lol
:x: Friendly: sometimes..not too much
:x: loveable: hopefully
:x: caring: no..only for my friends

:x: dorky: ya..haha
:x: cocky: not really..i think i can be sometimes..but it´s not a good thing
:x: girly: yes..it can get really annoying..but it´s not too bad at all
:x: boyish: can be...lol
:x: smart: i think so..ya
:x: gangster: fo shizzle!!!! i´m always ghetto!!!!

:x: god: hey i just said i think i´m kinda smart...so definatly no

person who last:
:x: slept in your bed: me myself and i
:x:saw movies with: nicki, aldo, michele, vargas, and brenda..haha
:x: yelled at you: must´ve been my mom..yes..definatly my mom..i remeber now
:x: sent you an email: this guy i don´t know..lol
:x: called you: my dad...HAHAHAHA..i know i know..sad
:x: texted you: esteban...just now..please don´t ask!!

have you ever...
:x: drank alcohol:OF COURSE!! i live off of it...lol..oh..i mean nooo not me never..haha..yes
:x: smoked weed: nope
:x: had sex: not yet
:x: said "i love you" and meant it?:yes
:x: gone out in public in your pajamas?: yup
:x: kept a secret from everyone?: ya..hehe
:x: cried during a movie?: oh no...i hate to say this but yes...but it´s been over a year since i´v done that
:x: at anytime owned new kids on the block?: no..i didn´t like this question so much..
:x: planned your week based on the TV Guide?: oh probably..i would do that..so i think so..i´m going to say yes
:x: been on stage?: yes!
:x: been to New York?: YES!!
:x: been to California?: no but i´m working my way there..lol
:x: been to Florida?: yes
:x: Hawaii?: no..but i´m working my way there too
:x: China?: nope
:x: Canada?: yes
:x: Europe?: not yet
:x: what time is it now?: 11 00
:x: blue or red?: blue
:x: spring or fall?: fall
:x: what are you going to do after you finish this? go pee..cause i kinda have to now..then watch tv
:x: what was the last meal you ate?: lunch..soup
:x: are you bored?: i´m never bored i just get ansy..so no
:x: last noise you heard?: the tv...oh wait no...the clicking of the key board as i type this out
:x: last smell you sniffed?: my cleanly washed shirt..lol
:x: last time you went out of state/province?: out of state..4 days that was texas though..if i´m counting nicaragua as out of state..then like 13 days

friendship/love...
:x: do you believe in love at first sight?: no such thing
:x: do you want children one day & if so, how many?: NEVER those things are from the underworld!!
:x: most important thing to you in a friendship is?: close tie between trust, honesty, and being there

random stuff..
:x: criminal record?: haha not yet
:x: do you speak any other languages?: ya spanish..and micah
:x: name some of your favorite things in your bedroom: stereo!! wall of cd´s, surf board..alien..bed..sheets and comforter on bed..lol..my bay windows..my ceiling..everything and anything that´s a unicorn..bottle of rum..hahaha just playin...my mirror i guess..posters and pictures on walls..general stuff like that

:x: piercing and where?: 6 in one ear..one in the other but there should be 2..and half of one in my belly button haha..and hopefully my eye brow in the near future
x: worst feeling in the world?: lonliness, rejection, disappointment, betrayal
:x: whom you love: most everyone i know

your...
:x: initials: M.E.H.
:x: how old do you look?: 16-18
:x: how old do you act?: 17? god knows..
:x: glasses/contacts?: yes both..but i always wear my contacts..i barely ever wear my glasses just at home in the mornings and stuff
:x: braces: never
:x: do you have any pets?: 2 dogs..soon to get 2 more..one recently passed away..and a special pet that lives in my head and nobody sees..hehe oh and how could i forget the fish!!
:x: do you get embarrassed?: no..that´s impossible for me for some reason i just don´t
:x: what upsets you?: oh..many,many things..

well there you have it..nothing too exciting..but it´s something..don´t die too soon! PEACE NIGGAS!!!